And not just the basic 1-2 episodes a year one either. Ultra Rabid Cycle Bi-Polar Disorder. To to pit off im at the peak age in which it hits the hardest...ahg i always just thought I was an asshole and nothing else...I lost the relationship of my life because of a mental disorder! Dammit all. Well anyways i need to go visit friends and family to make a list of events and what not to check just how severe it is and the appropriate treatment. Anti-Depressants arnt as effective in the ultra or extreme variations as its harder to key in on the emotions...

Lame...