Well I co-own and run a daycare (which is in the process of relocating soon). This allows me to work from home, it takes 11 hours of the day. I' ll be doing this up until the move where then Ill be off to college after my very long break from highschool (needed to get some money together).
But thats the future, my life as of right now... I' m buried in a big pile of shit with a small opening for the only light in my life (Jess aka Chickapoo). With her at least everything is bearable. Im %100 positive after college my life for once will be on track and running smoothly.
Thats the qucik summery. Heres some details. I basically go day by day really not giving a shit about anything, Ive become sort of a heartless cold hermit. After highschool I lost pretty much every bit of contact with friends...damn now that I think about it aside from Jess the only person Ive seen was an annoying friend several months ago...
Luckily tho for the kids sake Im able to shift personalities at work and come off as a happy little camper. I am quite happy at work tho cause its one of the few times I actually go outside and enjoy the sun. Once work is done its off to Xbox and internet with an occasional snack here and there and very very limited sunligth since I blocked off my windows to reduce any and all glare.
So thats some bits of my life...how bout we
go deeper? Outside of work Im a very wreckless lunitic or at least used to beuntil I had to take life a little more seriously. So prior to the more serious life I often did pointless dangerous stuff with friends just for a good quick twisted laugh. From the tip top of my head down to the bottom of my feet I have scars of varied sizes. Ive cracked my skull, crashed thru a wooden bridge, fallen from ridiculous hights, involved in rather violent fights and so on and so forth. Being only 19 my insides im quite sure look quite like that of somone reachign their 60s ( and I can feel it too)
A current personality check sees me working hard and constantly planning out some possible futures. When Im talking with Jess tho I let my oldself out.
Family life... Blah dont ask its a very disconnected everyone for themself type family. You got the abusive psycho alcoholic dad, with the genorous but easily irritable mom, 2 younger siblings who hate my very existance (I can see why from how I used to act but I dont knwo why now..) and 2 older siblings who are probably the only good part of the immediate family.
Branching out on oneside (my dads) we got a buncha addictive personality types with a horrific and harsh attitude. However theres a good one here and there that managed a sane life. On my moms side you have the ...um...the...well I dont even know much about my moms side except for the large amount of criminal activity and what not.
My life in 5 words or less: Mentally and physically scarred individual
Dont get me wrong tho despite how negative this mini bio is, Im a very happy person who often tries to put a good side onto everything. ...or someone who lives in his own little world unable to get back to reality but still very affected by it... Wow I just wanna keep on writing... shit this has inspired me to go write an autobiography...a much better one of course, more well written in in order and stuff of the sorts.
PS: dont worry bout the psycho dad hes out of my life...altho he still manages to be an ass since hes left the family in a financial hellhole.
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